I do hate this kind of feeling.
It's like what I felt before.
It is the same mistake back four years ago.
When the shadow of my first heart began.
For the past six months.
One thing I realized, I keep coming back to him.
I tried to hide it, I tried to run from it.
But I can't, it tears me apart.
At first I thought it was a game.
But then my heart began to smile again.
I wanna be with him.
I wanna see him always.
I made walls between us because of what he told me before.
But then that walls began to collapsed.
Something behind that wall is ready.
Something behind that is cured.
Wherever I go, I can see his face.
I can smell his scent.
Do I become so soft?
Or just another delusion.
"Oh great am I falling again? It's a scary thing?!!!"
