Disyembre 26, 2012

Endless thoughts.

Unspeakable sadness, unreachable thoughts.
Fear of losing someone, fear to fall.
Fear to felt that tragic feeling.

In the very first moment it was all wrong.
Yes I knew it, yes I can feel you under my skin.
Slowly but it's moving.

Need to turn my back at you.
Need to forget that once I had you.
Option is not on my list.

Unclear past, unclear answers.
A lot of questions in my head.
I ask you, silence is my answer.

Tears want to run in front of you.
Experience block it.
Fake smile drew my face.

I need to be tough.
I need to stand again.
No more nightmares.

"I feel so safe when I'm with you, you're so warm. I'm happy when I am with you, feels like I'm on a top of a mountain...."