Heart of Buddha

• We are what we think. All that we are arises with our thoughts.With our thoughts, we make the world.
• Do not dwell in the past. Do not dream in the future. Concentrate the mind on the present moment.
• Even if everyone else is not doing good, I alone will. Even if everyone else is doing wrong, I alone will not.
• Just as water cools both good and bath and washes away all impurity and dust, in the same way you should develop thoughts of love for friend and foe alike, and having reached perfection in love, you will attain enlightenment.
• Everything changes, nothing remains without a change.
• There is nothing more dreadful than the habit of doubt.
• Doubt separates people.
• It is a poison that disintegrates friendships and breaks up pleasant relations.
• It is a thorn that irritates and hurts; It is sword that kills.
• There is nothing more worthy than the virtue of selflessness.
• Selflessness unites people.
• Is is healing herb that unifies strangers and brings families together.
• It is love for others that is higher than self-love;It is our only hope.
• The rule of friendship means there is should be mutual sympathy between them each supplying what the other lacks and trying to benefit the other, always using friendly and sincere words.
• If we fail to look after others when they need help, who will look after us?
• Indifference brings indifference;lovingkindness brings lovingkindness.
• If a man's mind becomes pure, his surroundings will also become pure.
• Thousands of candles can be lighted from a single candle, and the life of the candle will not be shortened.
• Happiness never decreases by being shared.
• Rain falls, wind blows, plant bloom leaves mature and are blown away; these phenomena are all interrelated with causes and conditions, are brought about by them, and dissapear as athe causes and conditions change.
• Hatred never ceases by hatred, but by love.
• All that we are is the result of what we have thought;it is founded on our thoughts.
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• If a man speaks or acte with pure thought, joy will follow him, likw a shadow that never leaves him.
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• In the light of his vision he has found his freedom: his thoughts are peace; his words peace;his work peace.
• The gift of truth overcomes all gifts. The joy of truth overcomes all pleasures. The taste of truth overcomes all sweetness. The loss of desire overcomes all sorrows.
• Perfect wisdom, perfect tranquility, perfect compassion arise from our love, our sincerity, our understanding.
• In separateness, lies the world's great suffering. In unity, lies the world's strength.
• Impermanence - No self - Nirvana.
• Phenomena preceded by the heart, ruled by the heart, made of the heart. If you speak or act with a corrupted heart, then suffering follows you - as the wheel of the cart, the track of the ox that pulls it.
• Phenomena are precede by the heart, ruled by the heart, made of the heart. If you speak or act with a calm, bright heart, then happiness follows you. like a shadow that never leaves.
• We already have perfect compassion, perfect wisdom, perfect joy. We only need to settle our minds so they can arise from deep within us.
• Develop the quiet, even state of mind. When praised by some and condemned by others, free the mind from hate and pride, and gently go your way in peace.
• He is able to who thinks he is able.

Another long weekend here in the Philippines

That's right! another long weekend nanamn ansaya,makakapahing ako at makakatulog ng mahaba sa wakas =)

Long weekend with my officemates

Yeah! Long weekend with my officemates,tawanan dito,pasyal doon,nakatakas kami sa mausok at magulong lugar ng manila,punta kami Cavite and Tagaytay,nakalimot kahit pano sa pagod at problem and pressure sa work,happy kaming lahat,pero after that balik work ulet,ok lang atleast nakapahinga and nakapagbonding kami,yun ang importante =)

So what?!

I'm happy being single,happy with my friends and family especially GOD

I LOVE YOU ALL! =)

Achooo!!

Rainy days, masarap sana dahil malamig kaya lang the problem is,may sipon ako and ang kati tuloy ng lalamunan ko -_- hayssss ...

Sana gumaling na ako.

Tomorrow is Monday

Nakakatamad Monday nanaman tomorrow,off to work nanaman,so tired and bored sana hindi na naimbento ang Monday hays ... ='[

Sunday - Katulong Mode

After ng 5 1/2 days sa office,last day katulong naman ng week is "katulong mode":

1. nagpapaligo ng aso

2.naglilinis ng cr

minsan na nga lang magkaroon ng walang pasok,katulong mode pa ako :'[

Then around 11:00 to 2:00 o' clock,punta ako sa parlor para pakulayan ang hair ko,para maiba naman,hehehehe.

But its Sunday of course, I won't forget GOD, di man ako makapunta sa dambana niya,magdasal na lang ako at hihingi ng guidance sa kanya palagi,pati kay VIRGIN MARY.

Sunday life-lazy,bored but somehow I felt comfort,kasama ko kasi sila mama and take note magulo rin pala room ko dahil nagpapagawa ako nga cabinet,thanks kay kuya danny. =)

Nagpause muna ako for awhile,linis na ng cr,done na ako sa mga doggies ko eh.

I miss being in love ❥❥

Hay,kaiingit naiingit ako sa mga relatives ko and friends ko na may asawa or may bf,namiss ko na kung pano mainlove. ☹

Namiss ko na yung may katext ako and may kausap ako sa phone at nagsasabihan ng "i love you so much",namiss ko rin yung panonod ng sine na kasama mo yung taong mahal mo.Namiss ko yung love pero yung tao mukang hindi na hehehehehe .....

Di na ako umaasa pa na may darating sa life ko,(mejo choosy rin kasi ako) right now focus muna ako sa goals ko and I pray to GOD na sana maayos ko na lahat.

Come what may na lang ang drama ko,kung may dumating and magkakaroon ako ng sariling family,then I thank GOD for the blessing,kung wala thankful pa din ako.I don't want to wait forever I must go on,baka makasalubong ko na lang siya bigla. ☺ ☺

Memories from the past

Just browsing my orkut account akala ko natangal ko na lahat ng pix namin ni ex-bf,akala ko nga puro pics ko na lang,and then I saw one of our pics,actually tingin ko gawa niya eto ...

and then suddenly I miss him,just how it was,I just miss him ... yun lang.

Baby Zoe (Our little angel)

Our cute little baby Zoe, she is 2 months old now, anak siya ng aking brother,lumalaking magnda ang baby namin =) nakakawala ng pagod.

Rearranging

I'm fixin my blog, i want it colorful,i change it to black to colorful,para maiba naman,really i love what I'm doing on my page =)

Howdy yo?!

It's been 6 or 7 months since yung huling blog ko dito, haysss... im busy with my work now,nakakabaog,nakakapagod =) ... pero just enjoying my life and hanging out my colleagues ...

few pics for the keepsakes!

just chillin with them after work,medyo masakit pa si lalamunan dito hahahaha!! pero kanta pa din. =)

its Marielle's birthday(which is Oct. 7) .. she treat us a dinner (meryenda para sa iba) especially kay Lorraine takaw eh ... hahahaha!! =)

Tweedle Dum and Tweedle Dee

My favorite character sa alice is the tweedle brother, because they are so cute.

from the original novel of Mr. Caroll

disney's character

tim burton's character, ahahaha, like it the most, para silang baby ang cute super XD

japanese animation of the tweedle brothers

And most of all my nephews, I like them the best, although they are not twins, (but they do like twins isn't it?) sila ang pinaka-favorite ko para kasi silang tweedle brothers.

my nephews na parang kambal sa tuwing makita ko nalala ko sila tweedle dum and dee

Alice in Wonderland

I thought Alice in Wonderland is created by disney ... but I was wrong. Nung bata ako kasi binilan ako ng mama ko ng book na alice in wonderland, mahilig kasi talaga ako magbasa ng books, marami akong fairytale books when I was a kid, Meron akong pinocchio,peter pan, the frog price, beauty and the beast, the little match girl, and many more. Lagi akong binabasahan ng book ng mama at papa ko, pati yung eldest sis namin, sila lang ang mahilig magregalo sa akin ng mga books.

Hanggang sa mabasa ko nga ang story ng alice in wonderland, kaya akala ko talagang gawa siya ng disney, pero di pala, gawa pala siya ni Mr. Charles Lutwidge Dodgson, under the pseudonym Lewis Carroll and ang totoong title niya is Alice Adventure's in Wonderland.

front cover ng novel ni Mr. Carroll

mad tea party with alice, march hare and the mad hatter

walt disney's cartoon

disney and tim burton's 3d film

May japanese version din yun nga lang, iba ang mga character like yung rabbit tao na may tengang rabbit lang. The best pa di ang disney. =))

japanese animation of alice in wonderland

Heart No Kuni No Alice

Avatar = Pocahontas

Is it true that the James Cameron's film Avatar is somehow related to Disney's Pocahontas? Well this picture shows the story of Pocahontas and Avatar.. hhmm, just got it from facebook wall photos.

Mas maganda nga lang gumawa si Mr. Cameron. =))

I ❤ pompo and company

Me and my family love dogs, kaya kahit anong dogs inaalagaan namin, malakas sila sa dogfood pero ok lang, as long na masatisfy namin sila, and magastos din sa vet pero ok lang din, and now ko lang napatunayan na may iba-ibang mood pala sila kahit na doggies sila.

this is pompo, our half pomeranian/poodle, binigay siya sa amin ni Mr. Chang, she's playful and sweet puppy, actually that picture kinuhaan namin siya when she was 2 months pa lang, wala pa rin naman nagbago till now, parang di nga siya lumaki eh, ahehehe, 6 months na siya ngayon. =))

Ans she's in good health.

her name is bella, a labrador/pitbull pup, binigay naman ni kuya dave, masungit sa ibang tao pero sweet sa amin ng bf ko, and lakas niyang kumain sobra. XD

bella when she was 1 month

and this is corey my boy, a half retriever/labrador puppy, a good dog, and he is a clever guy, mapagbigay and haba ng pasensiya pero malaro din. Left side pic: corey before 1 month, right side 4 month (i guess). ^^

and this is boo our first dog, she's an askal and look like a mom to the other dogs, mahaba ang pasensiya at mapagbigay.

this boo when she was a baby, nakalimutan ko na kung ilang month na siya dito

and this is ely, our cute daschund puppy, he died a year ago, cause by heart attack, bye-bye din kay golem and yachi, golem is an askal na iniwan sa amin dahil di daw nila kayang alagaan ng mga amo, while yachi, is half poodle and schitzu na binigay ng friend kong si Fran, cause ng death nila di namin alam basta namatay na lang sila.

All our doggies naman cute and mabait, kung ano daw kasi ang ugali meron ang mga amo ganun din ang mga alaga. =)) Sana dumating na ang chow2x at labrador, para may bagong pup.

Bored brain

I love to draw especially when I'm bored, konting edit and timpla ng color, kasi ini-scan ko lang siya kaya medyo malabo so I had to emphasize the size of the pencil line and color thru adobe. =))

may nabasa akong scary book so inimagined ko ang character dun, then it came up like this

I drew this a year ago, 4th year high school student pa lang ako nito

and this one too.

saw this on net, then ginaya ko

it looks like a silent hill character

an anime

the angel here looks like a phantom while the devil doesn't look like an ordinary devil =]

the winx fairy.

Marami pa akong na-sketch katamad lang mag-scan. I'm a lazy girl, ahehehe

Irritating

Summer na and I hate it, it irritates me, may mga pantal akong maliliit at makati, although may aircon kami, di naman ginagamit kasi natatakot tumaas ang bill, saka asa baba ng bahay namin, eh yung room ko it's on the 2nd floor, kaya ang init saka di naman ako lumalabas ng room koh.

Grabe nag-range ang weather ng 32-36 degrees, kaya sobrang init, ayoko naman magswimming sa dagat, gusto ko sa pool, pero gusto nila sa dagat, mas pipiliin ko na lang magnature trippin kesa magswimming sa dagat =[[.

Mas natatagalan ko ang lamig, naalala ko nagbakasyon kami sa Baguio, malamig nung time na yun, pero 2x a day pa ko maligo, ahahahaha. Malamig pero masarap.

Nakakatamad tuloy lumakad pag mainit.

uʍop ǝpısdn ǝdʎʇ s,ʇǝl

Just like the kiddie show, the "upside down show" ... this link will show you how to type upside down, wanna try?

http://www.typeupsidedown.com/

I know it's bad but...

Bumili ako ng pirates na cd para mapanood lang ang kumpletong story ng Avatar: The Last Airbender, alam kong bad yun, maganda kaya kung gagawin nilang movie yun, panigurado may mga character na di tutugma sa kwento.

Sana ipalabas na dito sa pinas. =))

Shadow of pain

"Be aggressive, be .. be .. aggressive" isa sa mga song ng highschool cheerdance namin non, kelangan ko nga bang maging aggressive, matatag, mapride ... ayys .. i'm sick of it. I miss him, yes him. It's not my dad, my bro or my bf, someone who make my heart skip for a 2nd time, nagsasabi ako ng di maganda sa kanya or sinasaktan ko siya non para lang mapagtakpan ang naramdaman ko, alam kong di tama kasi may bf na ko, pero the truth is i don't even like this guy, napasubo lang ako, para akong guy na nakabuntis ng girl at shotgun marriage. Masakit para sa akin na makita ko siya na may iba siyang kasama pero wala ng choice, andito na ko sa galitong situation, panindigan ko na.

F**k I'm a loser, a totally loser.. kung mai-arrange ko lang ang life koh or mabigyan ako ng pagkakataon na mabago ang lahat babalik ako sa time kung saan inaantay mo ko nun sa isang place kung saan tayo magkita which is di kita nasipot kasi may epal that time.

Blame it to me, yes to me ... ='( di ako marunong magvoice out na nararamdaman ko, tama ang mga kaibigan ko nung college, di ako marunong magsabi na feelings ko kahit galit na ako, puro ok lang at sige lang ang sinasabi ko. Nasa huli nga talaga ang pagsisi.

Are you serious?

Laughing out loud ... hahahaha .. nakita ko lang sa facebook .. grabe i'm curious so I made one na picture ko naman ang nakalagay ... hehehe ... (^^)

http://en.tackfilm.se/?id=1267068719630RA74

Fun with Mr. Adobe

Trip-trip lang ginawa ko sa adobe photoshop 7.0, lakas tama... hahahahaha!! apir!

That's my design and I'm proud of it! ❤❤❤

This is my cousin and JS PROM nila nung February 13, 2009, venue nila sa La Consolacion quadrangle (alma mater ko din yun ah!).

I'm the one who design his gown yun nga lang di nasunod kaya kami ni mama ang nagayos na konti para mejo masunod naman yung gusto kong style yung medyo makaluma kasi para sa akin mas elegant tignan yun and neat am I right?

And I'm her make-up artist too (nyahahahah!) ayaw daw niya kasi sa bakla kasi masiyado daw makapal magmake-up. So ako yung nagmake-up sa kmanya:

1. Una ginawa ko sa kanya ay nilagyan siya ng powder then pinagamit ko sa kanya yung aking liquid foundation (kasi mas maganda yun, believe me).

2. Then i put some eyeliner on her eyes then doon ako nag-focus sa eyes niya, gumamit ako ng super shock masacara ng avon para tumayo yung mga eye lashes niya and then I did it!

3. I put a lip liner on her lips, then a thin lipstick, actually kahit kapalan ko yung lipstick na gamit ko still manipis pa rin tignan kasi light lang naman siya (lipstick ko yan at ginagamit ko din).

4. Then I retouch ng konti and put a blush on sa kanya (light din ang blush on ko, kaya maganda rin tignan).

5. Dahil open ang likod niya gumamit ako ng body fondation (sa akoin di yun) and then I put a body glitter para magmukhang shiny ang katawan niya (akin ulit yun!)

6. Inayos ko ang buhok niya at nilagyan ko ng spraynet (namili ako ng mgandang spraynet para di siya langawin kasi yung ibang brand nilalangaw).

7. An then i put a few glitters sa buhok niya.

8. Sa mga accesories niya siyempre ako rin ang namili.

Salamat naman sa diyos maganda naman ang kinalabasan niya at nagustuhan ng mga classmates niya even my sister, my mom and her mom (my auntie).

Happy ❤ Day!

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!

kahit late sa pagblog

February 14 2009, I wake up in the morning and then I see a bouquet of roses with a touch of lavender, tapos sa tabi non may papel at nakasulat ay "happy valentines bhie! i love you so much!" well part lang yun ng letter. Isn't it nice of him and sweet, i smile a bit and then we went to their house to have a lunch their with his family tapos labas kami and nood ng sine (Wolfman).

After non kain kami sa labas we choose Mang Inasal na lang kasi mura na busog pa, and di naman ganon kasama ang lasa ng mga food hehehehe... (di ko namang sinasabi na pangit ang lasa ng mga food don).

Well somehow I feel the presence of valentines naman that day and I'm happy na rin as well. (^_^)

Kim Nam-Gil

Ok sige aminin ko na babae lang ako, you know the Korean drama The Great Queen Seon Deok nanood ako, bakit kasi ang ganda ng story. Pano naging maganda?

* epic story

* epic scene

* epic character

Mahihilig kasi ako sa mga kwentong epic, galing ng mga actor lalo na yung gumanap ng Lady Mi-sil at Deokman (like them both).

Pero para sa akin yung pinaka-interesting na guy sa drama na yon is Mr. Kim Nam-Gil (o di ba niresearch ko pa sa net yan) I like him, he is so cute the way he smile, the way he talks not just an ordinary korean actor. First time ko lang magkacrush sa isang korean actor (i admit it!) siguro kaya ko siya nagustuhan is yung bad boy style even his look lalaking lalaki ang dating (di katulad ng ibang korean actor). Well sana one day magcross ang path namin (pero siyempre alam ko namang di mangyari yon asa pa ako!). So goodluck na lang sa career niya sana madami pa siyang magawang movie and drama. ^^

Over the roof ... (daming nangyari this past few days)

Grabe daming nangyari this past few days just like i said sa title ng blog ko, kaaning.. hahahaha... yung blog kong "plastic isn't it?" yung tinutukoy kong tao don well lagyan natin siya ng initial na SR, pumunta ng Sunday, sobra para makaiwas lang ako sa pangungutang niya, dumaan ako sa bubong namin at eto ang nakakatawa dahil naghairspa ako that time so it means meron pa akong shower cap sa ulo ng dumaan ako sa bubongan namin from room ng mama ko, dahil malaki ang bintana namin so nagkasya naman ako, i wear a jacket lang kasi wala rin akong bra non (hindi kasi ako nagbra sa loob ng haus) at ang lupit niya di daw siya aalis hangang di daw kami dumarating (kasi sabi ng pinsan ko na wala kami sa house) naloka ako sa kanya. By the way mama ko naman nagtatago sa house ng sis ko hahaha!! ako don ako sa 3rd floor ng house ng tiyahin ko nagtago.

Grabeng babae nakadalawang anak siya sa different guy tapos ngayon gumagawa siya ng paraan para makakuha ng pera (which is maganda naman dahil ginagawa niya yon para sa mga anak niya) pero ang di ko lang maunawaan bakit hindi yung mga tatay ng bata ang gumawa, ang sabi niya sa ate ko yung unang guy ay iniwan siya then yung second walang work. Siguro naghanap siya ng guy na susuporta sa kanya ayan kinababagsakan niya yung mga taong di niya hinahanap tsk tsk.

Well naawa ako sa kanya pero di ko na yun problem. ginusto niya yung mga bagay na yun panindigan niya na.

Special mention ko si bf thanks sa binigay niyang 5800 xpressmusic. Last week lang din niya sa akin binigay. ^_^

Plastic - isn't it?

No to plastic people!

It's been a year, pero still di pa rin siya matuto, pinagsamahan and nung bata pa kami lagi niya akong inaaway. Tapos now pupunta siya sa place namin para mamasko (tapos na pasko) kasi inaanak ko daw ang anak niya eh di nga ako inimbitahan nung binyag ng anak niya tapos siya pa ang may ganang magtampo.

I don't need you and you're not my friend, lagi mo nga akong inaaway eh. So maghanap ka na lang ng bago mong lolokohin.

LOL (^_^)

Nasty bitches and social climber hoes.

First while watching a movie, cirque du freak (ok naman na movie), merong mga girls na mayayabang, tinitignan lang namin sila ng bf ko, hello mga pilipino tayo and alam din naman namin na fluent silang magsalita ng english, kelangan pa bang lakasan? Sabi ng bf ko nung bumibili siya ng popcorn nakasabay niya daw yung mga yun, tinatanong sila ng mga nagtitinda ng popcorn ng tagalog sagutin daw ba ng english hannggang sa mataranta yung mga nagtitinda, one thing bitches and social climber hoes, doesn't mean you can speak english fluently, proffesional ka na, girl asa attitude un. Well ako pinabayaan ko na lang because ayokong pumatol sa mga ganong tao kahit ang lalakas ng boses nila. And this is the funny part, so tapos na yung pinapanood naming movie, and maya-maya may nakita kaming gumulong sa hagdan, and whoola yung babaeng maarte, her guy friend tried to help her and she said I'm fine, just fine .. and she said a long .. shiiiiiiittt .. me and my bf wanna laugh louder but kinontrol namin yon hanngat di kami nakakalabas ng sinehan. At pagdating sa car doon na lang kami tumawa ng malakas. Ang bilis talaga ng karma.... hahahaha!

Habang pauwi na kami at nasa kanto na kami ng lugar namin, merong mga babaeng nakaharang sa gitna ng kalsada, bumusina ng mahina ang bf ko tumabi naman sila, pero yung isang babae do sumigaw na "basagin ko side mirror mo dyan" ... hello sila na nga etong nasa gitna ng kalsada at pinapatabi for their safety sila pang ganang magalit. Tsk tsk .. well di na lang namin sila pinatulan at tinawanan na lang namin.

Bakit kaya ang daming bitches all over the world pati mga social climber, grabe parang mga wala silang parents na aalalay sa kanila or parang mga di nakatuntong ng school.

Mga bitches and hoes one day makakahanap din kayo ng mga katapat ninyo at LOL na lang ako pag nangyari iyong day na 'yon.

Still counting

One year and four month anniversary and still counting, yesterday mainit ang ulo ko sa kanya, ewan ko kung bakit siguro I wake up on the wrong side of my bed lang or dahil na rin sa nagyari nung isang araw, I even forgot our anniversary.

Maaga siyang umalis yesterday dahil sunduin niya ang mommy niya and pamangkin niya sa terminal ng bus galing sa Laoag. at ako naman maagang gumising na may kunot sa aking noo. Nakaupo ako sa harap ng pc ko at di ko siya pinapansin ng dumating siya sa house. And he ask me if I'm still mad at him and then i answered "silence" and then he say sorry, and what a sweet boy he gave me a pink rose and said happy 1 year and 4th month anniversary and I said i wanna watch a movie. So after lunch umalis kami para manood ng movie. Pero habang nasa sinehan kami may mga nangyaring nakakainis.