Do you know what true
love is? It’s not just a three words, it’s a feeling you will never forget,
a feeling you can’t easily express. Once you feel this sweet thing, it’s like
all of your dreams can come true. It has ups and down. You and that special
person will argue from time to time, jealousy, doubts and hate arises, but you
know what’s the best part of true love, - at the end of the day , you’ll staying
together again. You will accept all his flaws even if it hurts you a lot.
Understanding, trust
and forgiving is the formula of that sweet recipe. But here comes pain, when half of your heart decided
to take a leap away from you. The only thing that left to you is the sweet
memories, and a touch that still lingers
on your skin. It will take days, months and years to accept the fact that
half of your heart will be gone forever but part of you will always be waiting. You decide that you will live a
new life, you will be meeting different kinds of people, you will meet someone
you thought they’re special but at the end of it all you can see is your true
love’s face, all you can remember is that sweet memories.
For all these years, I came to understand now, what’s the
meaning of “pain behind the smile.”
I treasure all the sweet memories that him and I made. I miss those nights when
him and I dance, those places we’ve been through. I miss those dozens of roses
every time I wake up. Those pinky
promises and that wonderful ring. I appreciate surprises because of him. I
don’t know how many years will this pain remains but for now, I must do what I
must do.
And when I’m ready to take that freefall again, I know what to do; I will make that someone happy
and protect him from pain, because I know what pain is, I believe that someone out there deserves a real caring, laughter and
love, just like what I deserved. I’ll hold that someone’s hand tight and I
will never let go of it.
