Unspeakable sadness, unreachable thoughts.
Fear of losing someone, fear to fall.
Fear to felt that tragic feeling.
In the very first moment it was all wrong.
Yes I knew it, yes I can feel you under my skin.
Slowly but it's moving.
Need to turn my back at you.
Need to forget that once I had you.
Option is not on my list.
Unclear past, unclear answers.
A lot of questions in my head.
I ask you, silence is my answer.
Tears want to run in front of you.
Experience block it.
Fake smile drew my face.
I need to be tough.
I need to stand again.
No more nightmares.
"I feel so safe when I'm with you, you're so warm. I'm happy when I am with you, feels like I'm on a top of a mountain...."